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 EPISODE 3.13

WAITING IN THE WINGS

 

Written by: Joss Whedon

Directed by: Joss Whedon

 

Duality and Destiny

In my review of “Heartthrob” I referred to Buffy Summers as the love of Angel’s life.  I said that that episode illustrated how the latter was moving on with his life but at the same time paid due respect to his history with the slayer.  I have also remained somewhat sceptical about whether Angel was truly in love with Cordelia.  And certainly, whatever the nature of that relationship, I had a great deal of difficulty envisaging the Buffy and Angel story finishing at this point.  The mythology was simply too well established.  I thought that, while circumstances might have forced them apart temporarily, neither series could really end without some form of catharsis for this pair.

Well, I was wrong.  This episode establishes conclusively that Angel loves Cordelia more than he loves Buffy.   More than that, it  even goes so far as to imply that, whatever he did feel for Buffy, it was not true love.   And in trying to understand what “Waiting in the Wings” is trying to say to us about the relationship between Angel and Buffy on the one hand and the potential for a relationship between Angel and Cordelia on the other, we have one invaluable guide: the story of the Ballet featured.  The parallels between the themes explored in “Giselle” and those we find in this episode are striking, certainly too striking to be coincidental.

In “Giselle” we see the duality of the principal characters.  Albrecht seems at first to be a peasant.  And it is as such that he meets, woos and wins Giselle, a chambermaid.  But in reality he is a Count and as a member of the aristocracy there is a clear dividing line between himself and Giselle.  Who he really is means that he cannot marry her.  Indeed he is betrothed to another.  And when the truth about him is finally revealed Giselle kills herself, only to be reborn as a Wili.  These are the spirits of dead young women betrayed by faithless men who seek revenge on them by forcing them to dance until they died.  See, ME didn’t invent the “all men are beasts” line after all.  So, Giselle starts out as a human and is transformed into a spirit. And this is where the second great theme of the ballet comes in.  Giselle’s death is presented as her destiny.  The fragile state of her health, her passion for dancing and the fact that she lost her heart to a man she could not marry all pointed clearly to her future as a Wili – a creature who would take revenge upon the man who wronged her   This then is a story of a couple fated not only to be torn apart by the differences between them but to destroy one another.   The culmination of this theme is reached when, one night,  a grieving Albrecht is caught by the Wilis (now numbering Giselle among them).  Interestingly, Giselle for her part harbors no hatred for Albrecht and begs the Queen of the Wilis spare him.  She though is unmoved and Giselle, as one of the spirits, seemingly has no choice but to participate in their cruel vengeance. 

We can see precisely the same themes of duality and destiny in the lives of both the prima ballerina and of Angel.  Let us look at the Ballerina fist.  We never learn the whole story of what happened between her and Stefan.  How the Count found out about them and what happened to Stefan remain a mystery.  But we do find out enough to make sense of the parallels between the story of the Ballerina and Giselle.  Angel and Cordelia possessed by the “energies” left behind in the dressing room re-enact what might have been her last meeting with her lover as he begs her to leave the Company:

Angel/Stefan: “Come away with me. Now. Tonight. We'll disappear. Even he won't find us.

Cordelia/Ballerina: “I... Stefan, everything I've worked for is here...”.

Angel/Stefan: “You can still dance.”

Cordelia/Ballerina: “Can I? I don't... Not yet. Maybe when we're...”.

Angel/Stefan: “Don't. Don't make promises....”

Angel/Stefan left the ending to that last sentence unspoken: “Don’t make promises you can’t or won’t keep.”  The ballerina was both a woman and a dancer.  As a woman she had a man who loved her and a whole life to lead outside the dance.  But clearly dancing was her life; the thing as she had said herself that she worked for.  And while we don’t know what happened next we do know that she did not go with Stefan:

“I waited too long. I should have gone when he asked me, should have disappeared. But I wanted this, this dance, this... I hesitated and I lost everything that mattered. Now all I do is wait."

She felt that she had no choice but to stay with the Ballet company because the dance was her destiny.  And ironically the dance became the only future she had.  She became trapped in the dance and could not escape from it:

         “It isn't just the same ballet. It's the same performance. I don't dance.   I echo.”

Just like Giselle before her, the ballerina’s whole life points in one direction.  To be a ballerina was all she wanted; it was something that she could not give up and because of that it became the only thing she had.  Now all she wants is to change things but she cannot.  It is her destiny.

 The ballerina’s experiences parallel those of Angel.  He too has a dual nature – as a human and  as a vampire.  As a human he has the capacity to love and be loved.  As a vampire he has a capacity to destroy.   I have already written about the seemingly inexorable working of fate in bringing together such an ill-matched pair as Angel and Buffy.  It seemed from the very start that they were doomed to be brought together against their will and forced apart against their will.  Indeed their mutual attraction not only almost destroyed each other.  It almost ended the world.  Having distanced himself from Buffy, Angel is now afraid of history repeating itself only this time with Cordelia.  His attraction to her is made plain throughout the episode.  We see his nervousness when getting dressed for the ballet for a start but above all there is the the halting way he comes close to actually confessing his feelings for her when confronted by the prospect of kissing her:

“It is us, Cordelia. You and me. And kissing you, it's...It's not something I can just…”

What he is trying to say is that, for him, kissing Cordelia would mean something very important.  But that is exactly what he is afraid of because of the memories of what happened between himself and Buffy.  Time and time again he is forced to confront the parallels between his attraction to Buffy and his attraction to Cordelia.  First the Host brings up the subject of Kyrumption:

Host: “There's a little term we had on Pylea, "Kyrumption"”

Angel: “I know it.”

Host: “Okay! When two great heroes come together…”

Angel is distinctly unimpressed by this:

“There's no coming together. Okay? Everything we've been through, and  all anyone wants to talk about…”

 The reason for the hostility is obvious.  The two heroes the host has in mind were himself and Cordelia.  But the last time Angel came together with a hero it was Buffy.  And as if to reinforce his concerns here the Host goes on:

“Can't fight Kyrumption, cinnamon buns. It's fate, it's the stars, kyrumption…”

That for Angel is precisely the problem.  But it’s not only this.  The Host reminds him of the “thing” he has for cheerleaders and Angel’s reply echoes the reasons he gave for breaking up with Buffy in the BtVS episode “the Prom.”  Even the subject of the curse is brought up.  When Cordelia suggests that she and Angel revisit the dressing room where they had been formerly possessed by the energies of Stefan and the ballerina, the implications of such a move are to the forefront of both their minds:

Cordelia: “All we have to do is play the scene out. Say what they have to say, and get out before... before I give you a happy.”

Angel: “What if there is no more talking in that scene? Look, I've been
possessed by the spirits of old lovers before, it never goes well.”

Cordelia: “I've got my little cross, if things get out of hand... Hey, it's awkward, but it's not us, so as long as nothing is removed or inserted, it's all forgotten.”

The ballerina is fated to perform the same dance over and over again and in doing so she always makes the same mistake:

“There's a section in the first act, during the courtship dance, where my foot slips. My ankle is turned, and I don't quite hold... every time."

 So too Angel fears that in his own courtship dance with Cordelia he is fated to slip in an echo of the way his romance with Buffy was fated to end.  And in slipping he will plunge himself, Cordelia and others to disaster.

 

Controlling Your Own Fate

But ultimately “Giselle” is about the evitability of fate.  It is about the power of people to control their own destiny and above all it is about the power of love to find a way. Albrecht deceived and ultimately betrayed Giselle.  But, instead of taking part in the Dance of Death to punish and destroy him, Giselle helps and sustains him through the trials of the night and, because  of her, he survives until morning.  Giselle’s love for Albrecht, unlike his for her, was so  strong that she defied her fate which was to have a hand in his destruction.  She not only saved him but  in doing so closed the circle of tragedy.

We see the parallels first of all to the existence of the ballerina.    In the way that Angel and Cordelia couldn’t keep their hands off of each other in the dressing room we see the passion she shared with Stefan.  But she could not leave the ballet company to be with him.  That was not a matter of her fate.  She had a choice, a genuine choice and she could have abandoned being a dancer.  She chose not to because being a dance meant more to her.  That was because her passion for Stefan was not true love.  But now, the dance has been emptied of all its meaning.  She does it not for a career, not for the pleasure of the dance itself but to serve the egotism of a master:

“He made me. He owns me. When I dance, it's only for him.”

And he has no appreciation of what she is doing.  When she refers to her slip during the courtship dance, she adds:

“He doesn't notice. He doesn't even know ballet that well."

As Stefan acutely noted, this is about power and control.  But the power to control your own life is something that cannot be denied to anyone and Angel sees this.  The ballerina deprived of all meaning for her dance now really does want it to stop and he sees the way.  With Wesley, Cordelia, Gunn and Fred fighting the Tragedies and the Comedies, the Count’s control is already breaking down.  Freedom for the ballerina is in reach.  All she has to do is take it and while she is waiting in the wings to go on to perform the same dance that she “echoed” for more than a century, Angel tries to persuade her that she doesn’t have to:

Angel: “I can help you. But you have to do something.”

Ballerina: “What?”

Angel: “You have to change the ending. Dance something new.”

Ballerina: “I can't...

Angel: “He doesn't control all this. He's losing it. But you have to take the stage. It's not too late. You can change things.”

And so she does.  Like Giselle she took control of her own destiny and freed herself form the destructive circle that fate had apparently decreed for her.

And this is a lesson that is not lost on Angel.  He too is waiting in the wings.  He is afraid that if he were to begin a romance with Cordelia he too would be doomed to repeat the same steps that he took with Buffy, including that near fatal slip.  Now he realizes that he too can change things like the ballerina.  And more particularly just as in the case of Giselle, the lesson is that love will find a way of defying a seemingly cruel and inexorable fate.  And so, having understood his own attraction to Cordelia from the beginning of the episode, he now realizes that he can and should do something about it.  So, after the return fro the ballet he approaches Cordelia about the little adventure they had in the dressing room:

Angel: “I just want to pretend it never happened.”

Cordelia: “Exactly.”

Angel: “Wipe it from my memory.”

Cordelia: “Well, what, was it like disgusting?”

Angel: “No, I... I would just want, if we were to... I'd want it to be, um,
new. Start at the beginning.”

Cordelia: “Lost me in the middle."

Angel: “Cordy, we've been working together a long time, and... I mean you've become... a truly extraordinary woman. I know we haven't always gotten along, but I really think we... you know we..."

Angel wanting to wipe away from the memory a moment of passion with Cordelia doesn’t make a whole lot of sense unless you see this as a symbolic wiping away of the memories of his past romance with Buffy.  What he in effect seems to me to be saying here is that he is no longer going to let memories of what went wrong in the past dominate his future.  He is going to live life from here on free of the past.  He too will take control of his own destiny and not let the fear of being forced to play a part in a Greek tragedy make his choices for him.

What this means both explicitly and implicitly for Angel’s former relationship with Buffy will I know be troubling for many.  If he really is now free of the fear of the past, if he has now decided that love will find a way then there is only one reason why he does not go back to Sunnydale.  That reason is that he now loves Cordelia and not Buffy.  Moreover if he is symbolically wiping away the memory of the passion he shared with Cordelia in the dressing room as a way of consigning to history the passion he shared with Buffy, the implication is hard to escape.  It was because the ballerina did not really love Stefan that she became caught by the dead hand of fate in the first place.  If we see in Angel and Cordelia’s “coming together” the ghost not only of the ballerina and Stefan but the ghost of Angel and Buffy then perhaps what they felt for one another too was only passion.  If love can always find a way then why are they not still together.

As those of you with the patience to read these reviews will know for inscrutable reasons of my own I always refer generically to “the writers” of an episode.  But in this case I cannot but note that this episode was written and directed by Joss Whedon.  He is ME.  He was the man who created Buffy and Angel; who, in BtVS,  brought them together as a couple (”Prophecy Girl” and WSWB), who tore them apart (“Innocence” and “Becoming”) and who finally sent Angel to LA (“Graduation Day”).  This is the first ANGEL episode that he both wrote and directed.  David Greenwalt I think co-wrote “City of…”.  This fact alone gives great weight to the idea that we have here a defining moment in the Angelverse.  The developments of this episode did not happen casually.  They were planned and they came from the top.  If I can be forgiven for mixing up my performing arts, in the context of the Buffy and Angel relationship, it looks to me as if the fat lady has now sung.

One valid criticism that can be made of the developments we see here lies in the scant respect that the episode pays to the past history of Angel, Buffy and Cordelia.  The latter first tried  to attract Angel’s attention in season 1 of BtVS.  But then her interest in him was pretty superficial and he had no interest in her at all.  It was really only from “Parting Gifts” onwards that they began to know each other as individuals and a friendship did develop.  But there is little to explain why, after such a long history, Angel and Cordelia suddenly become romantically involved.  As we have seen it’s not physical attraction.  Of course, especially since “To Shanshu in LA” Cordelia has grown as an individual and the implication in the references to “kyrumption” is that it is this which accounts for brining them together.  I would be very surprised indeed if, on Pylea, kyrumption had any sexual connotations at all – or we going to see Angel and Groo making eyes at one another?  And we can hardly maintain that the difference between Buffy and Cordelia was that the latter was heroic and the former wasn’t.  What happened in “Waiting in the Wings” has all the hallmarks of writers’ fiat: developments that, rather than growing naturally from the characters and the circumstances that they find themselves in, occur simply because the writers want to change things.  Angel cannot be with Buffy because they are on different shows on different networks so this pair must now be split up and the most obvious way of doing so is have him fall in love with Cordelia, the female lead of the series.  Like that’s never happened before.

For once, however, I am less concerned with the overt soap opera feel to this episode – a feel intensified by the fact that the other main character-related development was the triangle between Wesley, Gunn and Fred.  It is one of the defining characteristic of soap opera that they place a heavy emphasis on depicting relationships.  These relationships form a continuing story on their own, quite independent of the main plot of an individual episode or even of a season-long arc.  They are also often sentimentalized and perhaps even melodramatic in nature.  This is not really to my taste but in the “A” plot of “Waiting in the Wings” at least these elements were subordinated to a clearly articulated theme and a sophisticated structure which explores these themes through a series of neat parallels. 

Comparisons between this episode and IOHEFY are perhaps inevitable but hardly fair.  The purpose of that episode was to allow Buffy to express her guilt for the moment of madness which banished Angel’s soul and to receive his vicarious forgiveness.  Because the bodies of Buffy and the now soulless Angelus were be possessed by dead lovers who were destroyed by a corresponding “moment of passion” she was given the opportunity.  So,  this was unashamedly a piece of melodrama intended to be an emotional catharsis.    Moreover IOHEFY had a comparatively simple structure which  depended for its effect on the situation between Buffy and Angel being clear reflection of the one between James and the teacher.  And it wasn’t.  Buffy made her choice out of ignorance of the consequences; James didn’t.  Morally there were major differences between the two cases.  So, the whole structure of that episode just falls apart.  It fails because the writers were not comparing like with like.  The parallels in “Waiting in the Wings” are however rather more sophisticated.  We are not invited to see the situation of Angel and Cordelia as being a reflection of that of the ballerina and Stefan or of Giselle and Albrecht.  Rather we are invited to see in their different situations certain parallel issues and from the way they responded to those issues in different contexts we are invited to draw general lessons.  These lessons hold good because they point in the same direction in spite of the different circumstances.

 

Comedy and Tragedy

And this is where we come to the real strength of this episode.  It is not simply a piece about emotion and how we feel.  If this is the final nail in the coffin – err… “resting vessel” -  of Buffy and Angel as a couple then how appropriate that the writers revisit the central issues posed by that relationship. First, we have the perversity of fate in bringing together such a very different pair.   Then we have inexorable workings of the same fate that seeks to drive them apart.  Hanging over their relationship was the great question of what constitutes an exercise in free will as against the workings of a determinist universe.  In the classic tradition there was usually a turning point in a plot where the hero or heroine's fortune turns from good to bad.   After this point, the plot moves steadily but inexorably to its denouement.  The turning point in BtVS may be seen as the revelation of Angel’s true nature in “Angel”.  From that point onwards (from a determinist perspective) events moved through the logic of the situation the characters find themselves in to the events of the second half of Season 2, climaxing in Becoming II.  On this view Buffy and Angel were doomed from the very beginning and there was no escape.  But here we have a different view, especially of Angel’s future.  And while there can be no denying the power of tragedy to illustrate the great themes of life this is an altogether more hopeful view.  And in this context I am struck by the symbolism of the Comedies and the Tragedies who fought for the Count.  As I have already said duality is, I think, a key theme in this episode as it is in so much literature.  It represents the human contradiction: the dual nature we all have.  We are social beings taught to observe certain standards, yet we also have instincts which are very anti-social.  There is a difference between what we aspire to and what we are capable of.  Comedy and Tragedy both deal with this contradiction but do so in very different ways.  Tragedy views the contradiction as fatal.  Comedy views it as something that everyone must live with as best they can.  And now prepare yourself because I am going to quote Kierkegaard.  He said:

“Wherever there is life there is contradiction and wherever there is contradiction the comical is present.”

He went on to say that the comic and the tragic are both based on contradiction.  But “the tragic is the suffering contradiction, comical painless contradiction.”  Comedy gives us the contradiction along with the way out.  That is why it is ultimately painless.  Tragedy on the other hand despairs of the way out of the contradiction.  I do not know whether Joss Whedon was aware of these words when he penned this episode but they seem to me to be very appropriate.  In the comic and tragic masks we see the symbol of the different ways of looking at the duality within Angel and how it governs his life.  ANGEL is not a comedy and certainly there will be suffering aplenty for him; but the message here is that for him there may also be a way out. 

 

Plot

In discussing the plot here I can be mercifully brief.  That is because there isn’t much of one.  Indeed I was very disappointed by the fact that "Waiting in the Wings" starts with a rather dishonest piece of misdirection.  When the Count gleefully promises that the “one night only” performance of Giselle will be “the performance of a lifetime” we were led to believe that some evil plan was afoot.  In the end, however, he was completely passive.  He was simply trying to hold on to the control that he had always had.  This is too well written an episode to need cheap devices like that to hold our attention.  “Waiting in the Wings” certainly did that for me.  The interesting thing is that it did so despite two fairly obvious flaws in the structure of the storyline.  

One of these is that the in  first half of the episode nothing much seemed to be happening and a lot of time was taken up with exposition about things I normally don’t care about, like what Angel felt about Cordelia and what Wesley, Gunn and Fred felt about each other. 

The other problem is that there was really very little in it that took me by surprise, or even threatened to.  One of the only  two moments when I was genuinely surprised came when Angel revealed that there was something wrong with the production they were all watching:

Wesley: “Has the choreography changed much since…”

Angel: “No. Nothing's changed.”

Wesley: “Well, it's wonderful that they're able to…”

Angel: “No. I mean nothing's changed. These are the same dancers I saw before.”

This introduces the mystery – why are the ballet dancers the same as in 1890.  Unfortunately from this point onwards the development of the storyline is pretty predictable.  As soon as we are introduced to the “energies” of Stefan and the ballerina what happened becomes fairly obvious.  They keep on referring to “He” and “Him” and I was hoping that there was some twist and that the villain of the piece would turn out to be someone other than the Count or at least his motive and the nature of his revenge would be something other than the obvious.  But the jigsaw pieces (with one exception) fitted together too perfectly.  Stefan and the ballerina had been lovers, they were caught and she was trapped in a never ending dance.  Even the way that the spell would be broken was pretty obvious.

The one point of inconsistency was the fate of the rest of the troop.  The fact that they too seemed trapped was the thing that gave me hope for a different explanation, but in the end this was simply left hanging – unexplained and unimportant.

Another thing largely missing from the episode is a real sense of tension.  Of course where our protagonists are trying to solve any mystery they need opposition – something to try to prevent them.  And where the nature of the mystery is so obvious there is a premium on the effectiveness of the opposition.  When you know what the problem is and how it can be fixed the only drama left is in asking can you actually fix it.  And this is another problem.  Certainly the fact that the Comedies and Tragedies divided each time they were killed did seemingly provide an invincible enemy.  But individually they seemed weak and collectively they were incapable of mounting a coordinated attack.  There was therefore little real sense of threat.  The real antagonist was of course the Count and I can’t help feeling that the fact that he was such a passive target was another weakness.

The final problem was that frankly I didn’t care much whether the ballerina was released or not.  I knew little about her and what I did know was hardly to her credit.  She seemed essentially self-centered.  It is notable for example  that when Angel asked her about Stefan she could only talk about herself. She chose the life of dance over Stefan.  She did so knowing who and what the Count was and it was only when she began to suffer from this that she regretted her choice.  

But in the end none of these problems affected my enjoyment of “Waiting in the Wings”.  Mainly this was because of the way that the theme was so expertly handled.  But there was more to the writing than that.  There were so many small but entertaining touches, far too many to repeat here.  But they included

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Gunn’s initial disappointment over the ballet and his subsequent (embarrassed) conversion:

“You know, I was cool before I met y'all.”

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Angel’s enthusiasm for the ballet and especially his almost gleeful:

“I saw their production of Giselle in 1890 and I cried like a baby…and I was evil.”.

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Cordelia’s total lack of interest beyond getting dressed up:

Angel: “You guys go back. I'll snoop.”

Cordelia: “I'm with snoopy. Magic of the ballet not really getting to me.”

And Wesley’s response:

“How will the dancers keep time without your rhythmic snoring?”

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Then there was the unorthodox way that Angel and Cordelia got past the security guard.  This is such a cliché in any form of crime drama that it is always a pleasure to see a new angle on it.

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And of course there was the interaction between Angel and Cordelia as lovers and the way they handled the realization of what was happening to them and its repercussions.  What really works here is the way the interaction was played for humor.  Both of them display an acute awareness  of the mythology of anything to do with Angel and sex but it’s in the “oops aren’t we being naughty” way rather than in the “hey we’re dicing with death and destruction here”.  And an integral part of the humor is the way that throughout Cordelia seems largely oblivious to Angel’s real feelings towards her and Angel true to his (let’s just call it) “socially awkward” persona just can’t or won’t express himself very clearly.  This makes for lots of fun.

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I also liked the little triangle between Gunn, Wes and Fred more than I thought I would.  There was too much self-conscious setting Wesley up for a fall.  The way that Cordelia and Fred rather implausibly managed to mislead each other about who loved whom and the way that Cordelia then encouraged both of them meant that Wesley’s coming disappointment was obvious.  But in direct contrast to Fred’s reaction to FakeAngel lying to her in “Carpe Diem” I really did feel for Wesley. It was the understatement of his reaction and the way he was very “stiff upper lip” about it that conveyed so powerfully just how badly he felt.  And here I have to say that once again AD has proved himself by a margin to be the most accomplished actor on the show.  He has been underused this season.  My one hope is that these events will have some repercussions and we will see him playing an increasingly central part.

All of these filled the episode with so many points of interest that my attention never wandered, even when I could see what was coming next.  When you have such high quality interaction between the characters with its humor and pathos, it’s friendship and petty rivalries, it’s disagreements and it’s misunderstandings you can get by perfectly well without an especially compelling plot.

 

Overview (A)

In the end I really don’t think that the reservations I have expressed about the plot of this episode matter very much.  “Waiting in the Wings” has much more to offer than plot twists and excitement.  As we have seen it deals with one of the biggest themes in Western literature – the debate over free will or determinism.  Do we have genuine choices or does our place in the universe and our nature mean that out future is ruled by the stars.  This was the question posed most acutely by the Buffy/Angel relationship.  The way that relationship hit the rocks suggested that we were indeed helpless in the face of destiny.  Here the writers take a much more optimistic view:  “The fault dear Brutus lies not in our stars but in ourselves”.  And while I recognize the power of the great tragedies that explore this idea from a very different angle, I am instinctively drawn by this more optimistic view.  We are not promised a happy ending by it.  And certainly it is not hard to see the grief and anger that will lie ahead.  But a bit like Pandora’s box this episode leaves us with hope.  And this is a message that is far wider and more important than the question of whether Angel loves Cordelia or Buffy.  Throw in some sparkling dialogue and an always entertaining view of a group dynamic and you have a pretty complete package.